Let Me Love You


I’m most awake at night, but I’m not in my room

Felt very ugly, feeling very ugly

You’re creeping inside my mind

and I know that’s old news

Felt very lonely, feeling very lonely

You linger around, but don’t dare to make a sound

My fingers are turning brown, I’m a stupid clown

Sometimes when I cant breathe I feel you in the breeze

I think that it’s hurting, I can feel it hurting

But what more can I do, sat here gritting my teeth?

All of this yearning, it’s starting to burn me

My skin is turning red, and every sound is dense

Let you into my bed, but I think of her instead

Kiss me apart

A work of art

Breaking my heart

Why’d you make it so hard to let me love you?

Let me love you

Let me love you

Let me love you

To let me love you

To let me love you


(whisper song)


Should’ve went on that walk while I had the chance.

Breathing in cold air and feel it like my last.

Miss when you said goodnight and I didn’t have to ask.

As soon as I get home that’s when I start to dance with you.

There’s nothing left to prove.

I’ve used up all my tools.

I know I’m leaving soon, I know I’m leaving, soon.

The pile of dirty clothes I just chose to ignore.

Sleeping in my coat these days I’m still unsure.

I lay awake at night and picture you at the door.

And as the years go by I always wanted more

It’s so hard to ignore.

Changing for you,

fade into blue.

I cannot cry,

I don’t know why.

I’m sorry,

I need somebody.

I still love you.

There’s nothing I can do.

There’s nothing I can do.


I Would


Please keep holding me down

My feet are barely touching the ground.

My body is bandaged and bruised,

But who cares of your misuse of the truth.

Do you even know how long I’ve

ached for your hands upon my skin?

Do you even feel half as bad as

I wish you did? I bet you didn’t.

I kept your ring in a box, that I keep

hidden away and tell myself I forgot

Blood on your hands, how could you ever kiss me?

Oh your lips have stained my heart again

Would you even miss me if I turned around

and tell you that there’s no one else for you?

Oh would you make a move?

I would, I would, I would, I would, I would

I still love you.

I tell myself over and over again that I would, I would.

I tell myself over and over again

that I would, I would, I would.


Butterflies Keep Me Awake


Make the skin bleed

Show me whats underneath

Flesh and bones on a floating stone

Please wont you let me go

Wrapping my arms around myself

and rocking myself to sleep

Im getting tired of the whole ordeal

I’ve never belonged here

Make it stop

Make it bleed

Make it stop

Let me breathe

Please

Closing my eyes x2

Sing me softly to sleep

Butterflies keep me awake